1. |
F***
02:49
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I wanna go crawling in my skin
Faking a smile until it’s hurting
Tied up in a world and I can’t help it
Time will never know what you want
Try my best not to cry
Took what you wanted then gone
I wanna see what you’ve done to her
Breaking a heart sometimes they never learn
Chew too much and choke
Wouldn’t you know
Never honest
Never innocent
I hope you never get what you want
Try my best not to cry
Took what you wanted then gone
And I hate you so much
And it’s me who loved you more
And I know it’s too much
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2. |
So Long
03:28
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Three more days
Losing track where my mind goes
I’d like to know why you were always dying to leave
So it’s time to move on
Now I’m waiting
There’s a line out the door to the bar a few blocks from my street
Put aside all the things that I hate about myself
And that’s why it’s harder and harder to see
There’s a light burning close to my hand
Now somethings telling me that we just weren’t meant to be
You told me
Slowly move on
Sorry
I’m holding
And I know
Why everything went wrong
That night was so cold after you started to go
Cause you said you didn’t wanna feel me twice
And I said I was wrong
I knew I was right
I know that you don’t like the things I like
Was does it feeling like I’m winning
If you stayed you’d just stay the same
You told me
Slowly move on
Sorry
Drown in and out
I wanna scream
Never comes out
Holding
I’m sorry
Am I wrong
I want you so you don’t have to go
Watching me
Intreguiging
It’s so hard
I really don’t care
I don’t care
I don’t care
And I really don’t give a shit
But it’s already gone
You said you’re never alone
But you wanna be home
You said you don’t wanna go
But I don’t wanna be home anymore
You know you don’t have to go
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3. |
Surprise
03:31
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In the quiet of a room
When there’s nothing left to do
Will you hold me babe
Save me
People disappear from view
See the sunrise on the roof
I already hate today
It’s so lonely
Get up
I know we just made it home
I’m not surprised that I’m not sober
Being alive is just getting old
I’m not surprised that I’m not sober
Thought I’d give away my youth
To something better used
And I need it babe
It’s just part of the day
I don’t know
never talked much
Sometimes feelings not enough
There’s a deeper pain
It’s empty
Get up
I know we just made it home
I’m not surprised that I’m not sober
Being alive is just getting old
I’m not surprised that I’m not sober
So get up I know we just made it home
I’m not surprised that I’m not sober
Being alive is just getting old
I’m not surprised that I’m not sober
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4. |
Crawl
02:39
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I’ll lead you in a line
See you in a thought
Only can hear the phone
I need you
Just like an antiphone
But there’s nothing around
I hear you sing along
I need you
Soon it’s all gone
Don’t cut it
In the moment
So we can
Our legs move us along
I see you in my arms
Only can hear the phone
I need you
And as we sing along
Just give me what I want
Don’t need to know to know I’m wrong
Just lay here
Soon it’s all gone
Don’t cut it
In the moment
Only we know
So we can
And I know it now
It’s the weekend
So I’ll wait up
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5. |
We're All Screwed
02:33
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South side
In your eyes
When you cry
Oh you know we don’t get along
You say love don’t let me go
I was sad when you said that you wanted me to leave you alone
Cause it’s better sometimes I know
To forget
Forget what makes it hurt
Is it bad
To fake believe
On silver screens
Don’t know
Honestly
Say I’m hard to please
Everything feels
Always hard to deal
And I oversleep
When it’s dark can’t see
Everything feels
Except the ones who have it all
While we have nothing
I’m a sad sight leave me alone
Cause it’s better sometimes I know
To forget
Forget what makes it hurt
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6. |
Jumper Cables
03:28
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It’s in the way you watch the sun
Within a vision found another way
When is it over i don’t wanna ask you what to do
Is it over and on and on and on and on and on
Wish I lied to you
Only apathy
Pushed it out of me
You said that’s love
But no one wants to live here
Wish that I could hear you
Remember when I walked away
It’s always on my mind but I don’t care I don’t care
When is it over I don’t want to ask you anymore
Is it over on and on and on and on and on
Wish I lied to you
Only I would use
Something I could lose
I’ve said enough
Babe I want to leave here
For another year
Drowned in fears of love
Cause no one stays for long
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7. |
Be Yours
04:33
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Light from the sun
Soothing my heart out
When I grow old
What will you say then
Feels like I’ve been here
So nothing else matters now
That’s all I know
I want it so much
You wouldn’t
All eyes looking to you
And you watch me too
It’s all I can do
And let me be yours
In the morning
In the evening
And let me be yours
In the springtime
When it felt right
And let me be yours
Back in ‘14
You were lonely
And let me be yours
Maybe I’m wrong
Think we’ll meet somewhere
Know that i’ll be here
But it’s something forgotten
Wish I knew
Eyes looking to you
And you watch me too
It’s all I can do
You remember me
Let me be yours
In the morning
In the evening
Let me be yours
In the springtime
When it felt right
And let me be yours
Back in ‘14
You were lonely
And let me be yours
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8. |
breathing
01:01
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9. |
Troy Creeps
04:16
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Once I thought I’d won
Stay in, times right
And you still hate why
I take my sweet time
Stayed up past the sun
Wednesdays alright
And you know I try and make this hard
But I know it’s alright
She got away
Nothings gonna hurt you when you shake
Tell yourself that I’m the one to blame
And you’re gonna be the one I hate
And you’re gonna be the one I
Stay up past the sun
I hate tuesday
And you know it’s been real different since you’ve gone
And I don’t wanna know if it’s right
She got away
Nothings gonna hurt you when you shake
Tell yourself that I’m the one to blame
And you’re gonna be the one I hate
And you’re gonna be the one I
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10. |
A Place You Grew Up In
03:55
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Do you wanna be my baby
Will you care what people say
Will somebody comes and kill me if I do it
Is it already too late
Send me away to somewhere else
A place less disappointing
Maybe one day you’ll see yourself
Thank god I’m someone different
Do you wanna know my name
Do you care what people say about that ones we love
Send me away to somewhere else
A place less disappointing
Maybe one day you’ll see yourself
Thank god I’m someone different now
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
Send me away to somewhere else
A place less disappointing
Maybe one day you’ll see yourself
Thank god I’m someone different now
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
You’ve got to let it by
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11. |
Clean
03:55
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I notice you
When did they all go
I sold my house
Stay when the tide goes
It’s ok
I notice how you talk to me
Notice my flaws
Tell me how things used to be
It’s all stained
I need to wipe my face clean
You know some things used to be done differently
I’m getting older
You say it’s fine though
Am I playing my cards right
Me and the devil
It’s ok
I notice how you talk to me
You know some things used to be done differently
Notice my flaws
Tell me how things used to be
It’s all stained
I need to wipe my face clean
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12. |
Cut Sleeves
03:58
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Try your best to get sleep tonight
When you’re holding on to the things that give fright
No need to run somewhere and hide
Know that you’re gonna be fine
Fine
Wait and the time will pass by
Wait and you’ll see the other side
In other words you’ll be alright
Oh and life wouldn’t leave you behind
Cut the sleeves off your shirt just like mine
But I still think that you’re one of a kind
Know when I look into your eyes
Know I can tell what’s on your mind
Wait and the time will pass by
Wait and you’ll see the other side
In other words you’ll be alright
Oh and life wouldn’t leave you behind
Someday it’s gone
Nothings forever
Then it’s all over
Someday it’s all gone
Then it’s all over
Tomorrow it’s all gone
Then it’s all over
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